Relationships

So after I broke up with Johnny, he got REALLY mean, not to mention immature. What are we in high school? Apparently he had never been broken up with, and I "caught him off guard." He couldnt handle it so he tried to lash out at me, FYI didnt work. I actually thought it was funny. Of course I had my freinds there backing me up, thank god for that. Finally the next day, he realized what a little child he was being and was trying to be nice again. Whatever, whats done is done, this is just one of the reasons I broke up with him. Im just glad that its over, it obviously wasnt working as is. Now I can move on to bigger (cough) and better men. Plus I didnt want my xmas to be ruined with the relationship troubles hanging over my head. So yay!

Added Stress

Well, tonight I have to break up with my boyfreind, I hope he doesnt read this before I see him, but I dont think he knows about this site... The thing is, that we each want a different type of relationship, he's at a different point in his life and wants different things. He wants a really committed relationship, and I just dont think im ready for that. I want more of a casual relationship, but not "just for sex" casual... I just feel smothered. I cant be myself around him, he says that none of his other girlfreinds were like this, but duh, I'm not them... Im me, and I want to stay that way. I wish that it could have worked out but its just not going to work, especially considering I have a whole life back in Illinois and he cant handle being away from me for long periods of time. At least we gave it a shot... I hope we can still be freinds.

All Is Well In the Life of a Stepstool

Well most of my exams are finally over, Thank God. Today I had a macroeconomics exam that went fairly well. Actually I think I did great on it. We were allowed to bring a 3x5 notecard with as much information on it as we wanted, and trust me I fit A LOT of info on it. During the test, I was starting to get a headache because the print was sooo small. Yet, it turned out all right. Many of the answers came very easy to me, and when I wasnt sure I referred to my handy dandy notecard. After that exam I had to give a presentation with my group on whether or not to remove the troops from Iraq, thank you so much villainsvanquished for helping me with that. I answered all the students questions superbly and even showed some of the other groups up. It was very cool. I should get a great participation grade in that class. Anyways, tomorrow I am going to see one of the last night launches over in Titusville. Its supposed to be amazing, apparently the entire sky lights up as if it were daytime, except its not. I cant wait. I wish I had my camera but maybe I can borrow someones. Then on friday, is my LAST EXAM. I cannot wait. It's just algebra and it should be fairly easy. Then Friday night I was invited to an end of semester party that I may go to. We'll see. Guess I'll spend all day saturday packing and cleaning my room to leave. We have to remove all valuables and things we'll need out of our dorms for the xmas break. Shouldn't be too hard. Then on Tuesday at 6:00am is my flight back to the homeland. YAY. I miss everyone sooo much, cant wait to see all of you!!! Muah! (:-*) xoxoxox

Exams

So yea exams are coming up. My exam schedule is as follows: Tuesday - C Prog Final, Wednesday - MacroEcon & English, Friday - Algebra. It shouldnt be too bad. I still have a day or two to study. My algebra grade is a B. My Macro is a C+, English an A, and C Prog ? (stupid teacher, no really) I think i'll pull it off, i hope, or else I guess Im moving back up north... Well I just wanted to put something here since I havent in a couple days, I'll fill more in later, Its pretty late now, 1:30 am so im gonna sleep. Good night ppl.