We're NOT keeping Jake

He's just too much dog for us, which is why his previous owners wanted to get rid of him...

So we're going to take him to the Orange County Animal Services center, they will get him fixed and fix all his other problems and find him a nice home...

I think we're gonna stay a one dog home for now... and haha I talk about it like I live there...

My boyfriend is amazing

So yesterday was Shoens 22nd birthday, we had a good day together, I made him a helicopter painting for his birthday and a shadowbox pictureframe thing. We went to a sushi restaurant and played some guitar hero at hardknocks. At dinner I gave him a sappy card that said that I loved him, which is the first time he heard those words, and he got all teary eyed. Well this morning,after shoen left, I woke up to a note on my computer that said...

"Hey Tay, whats up. Your sleeping right now and
i am not all that tired, so i figured i would write
you a letter.
I just wanted to start off by saying, that
i really do like the painting you gave me, its beyond
epic, its great. And thanks for helping my gut with
the chocolates.
I really am crazy about you, these last 3 months have been great, i would not give a day of them up. I feel like i am being robbed though, knowing that i wont get to spend as many that would have been. Moving away from you is going to be like taking handfulls of sand away from the beach, No matter how hard i want to try and hold the sand in my hands, i know it will all slowly slip back into the beach.
Being with you, looking into your eyes, makes the world melt away. It is no longer that i want to hang out with you. Its nothing like a wanting feeling, its if i didnt, my week, my day, would not be any where near complete. You are there when i wake, when i eat, when i sleep.
I will miss my hands running through your hair, and caressing your back, and feet. I will never forget the way you taste on your lips or the way your neck feels when i nibbel on it. Or the look you give me when i am being a dorktard, or when i dont use my blinker. I will remember every great moment we have shared, because they have been beyond awesome, there are no words to explain how great of a time i have had with you.

I love you taylor, not because your sexy, or because your smart and laid back, or because you tolerate my overwhelimg dorkness. I like you because of those in the begining. Now its because i think of you, and just realize how utterly happy i am to have been this lucky, and made it this far. No matter what happens, you will always have a place in my heart, for being everything i have always wanted, and always wish i could of keeped forever.

All i can hope for now,is that the time we have left we hang out like there is no tommorrow, and spend every minute like its our last. Because then at least i know, when i walk out that door for the last time, that i didnt waste a single minute with you. I love you taylor bork. oxox"

I just have the best boyfriend ever, I'm gonna miss him when he's gone..