Friday, February 02, 2007

Mother Nature

Wow last night/early this morning 6 tornados crossed central florida from west to east. 14 people were killed and 500 homes destroyed. Honestly I've been near more tornados here than I ever did up north. I was so sick last night, I didnt wake up more than a couple times for some super big thunder booms.

Imagine if your sleeping peacefully, next to your lover, the kids in the next room, your dreaming about what you have to do tomorrow. Then suddenly you wake with a start. You hear this deafening noise, the house starts shaking, the kids are screaming. You run to get them. They're crying, "Mommy! Whats going on?" You say, "Come on kids, we need to hide in the bathroom." They ask, "Wheres daddy?" You dont answer. He went to grab the emergency radio. You are hiding in the bathroom. The pictures fall of the wall and crash onto the floor. The bathroom wall leans and falls over, you all scream. Your trapped in the bathroom now. You remember you left Spot outside. You hear a yelp, you know he's gone. You wonder where your husband is. The storm seems almost over. You wait a few minutes. Things stop shaking. It's silent now. You call out for your husband. No response. You try the door, its stuck. The kids are crying. You have to wait for help to come, if it ever does. You say to your kids, "Shhh it's ok. It's ok." You don't know if it actually is ok. Reassuring them seems to reassure you too. You fall asleep after ahile. You wake up to someone yelling, "Is there anyone in there?!" "Yes!" you yell, "We're in here!" Finally you are rescued. How long has it been? Where is your husband? Yet, you know the answer, even without hearing it. He's dead. He's not coming back. Mother Nature took him.

This just in- the death tolls have risen to 19 dead and 3 of them were students... two teenagers and child. Its astonishing how much damage a storm can do. The worst part is that there's nothing we can do when Mother Nature attacks. We are in her control and at her mercy.

Thursday, February 01, 2007

Finly is a Boy

I have confirmed that Finly, my beta fish, is a boy. He has created an elaborate bubble nest which indicates that he is ready to spawn. I am considering getting a female, but then I will be the third wheel once again.....

Tuesday, January 30, 2007

Finally Done

well i finally got done studying tonight at 3:23 in the morning, those double shots of espresso are really life savers, except that now i cant sleep lol. When i wake up tomorrow ill take another one, they really do help me focus. i have a psychology exam at noon, i may do a little bit more cramming before the test, i hope i do well. i guess we'll see...
these are some of my newest pics if you havent seen them...

Me and Ape, arent we hott?

Me and Ape again

That one's just me and some freinds doing fun picture positions lol...
well good times good times, im going to bed now, wish me luck on my test...

Sunday, January 28, 2007

Crazy Night

what a crazy night i've had, im not going into detail since my family will read this but lets just say that what started out as innocent fun, going to scoops, entering a wet tshirt contest, ended up much much worse, aka dancing topless on a bar... and making out with ape...geeze crazy night... i even got some money stuck in my pants... i dont think ill be doing that again for awhile...LMAO...