Jake

So this is Jake, we aren't sure exactly what his breed mix is. He's mostly lab, but his feet and head are HUGE. That may be just because he isn't done growing yet, but it also may be more than that. The hair near his butts kind of shaggy so he may be part Australian Shepherd... Anyway, he's much much stupider than buster. I'm not sure what Chris and April were thinking, but this should be very interesting. I'll keep the blog updated about Jake...

Oh how I have grown

So today, I realized how much I have grown up. I had someone, a friend, who is older, much older, call me asking for advice. He said that his life was getting out of hand, he didn't know what to do, he was having irrational thoughts, almost suicidal, and he needed someone to talk to. He called me, out of everyone he knew. I mean, he is a friend, but its not like we are that close. He is an adult, and the fact that he trusted me out of everyone he knew, that he could rely on me to help him out in this very serious situation, made me realize the amount of respect he has for me, and that he sees me as an adult. I've just grown up so much. I'm not a child anymore, I'm not a teenager, in fact I've almost grown tired of the college life. It all just seems so childish. It's just so strange.... Meet me, the adult...

Its been awhile

It's been awhile since I've blogged, and a lot has happened. Recently something has happened that I just need to talk about, to get out. So, Shoen and I have been dating for a few months now. We haven't had any serious problems, in fact we haven't had a single fight. I could've seen it going somewhere serious, although its been a little awkward, just because he's kind of immature, but as he grew up that would have gone away... so it didn't really bother me. Thing is, he just graduated from his flight school, and he had thought that he'd get a job there, only... all the positions have been filled. So now he has to move away. The closest place would be about an hour and a half away, or he could have to move to texas. He just doesn't know yet. It's all about where he can get the best job. . . . . . .




I'm not sure I can do a long distance relationship though. I just don't know... It could go either way really. I'm so lost right now. I'm sad that he's going, but the adult in me says "it's not really that bad, maybe its for the best." we could still be friends, and move on with our lives... or we could stay together, and let our feelings for eachother grow.... I just don't know...