The Talk

So Will and I did talk about what happened briefly. Turns out he just needed space. He was getting kinda sick of me being around 24/7 and wanted to make sure it was that he just needed space and not anything more so he took one day apart from me and realized how much he missed me. YAY! I still think it was a mean thing to do though. I guess I can see his point of view but it still hurt me. I hate crying myself to sleep, hate it! But whatever, drama in life keeps it interesting... As long as it doesn't happen again for a long time, I couldn't handle that all the time. Once I move into my apt which may be only a few days away, we really wont have that problem anymore, in fact, it may be harder to see each other when we want to, but at least we still work together.So anyways, I think the space shuttle launches tonight and I may be going to see it with Will's family but without Will. He has to work, haha. I love his family btw. So yea, all is well in the Life of a Stepstool. TTYL :-)

Men are from Mars

So I started reading Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus, and it's actually a very insightful book. Hopefully, it will help me to be more understanding in relationships and just in general. Speaking of, Will and I got into a pretty big fight this last week. He says I was being too clingy, that I was suffocating him, but I just don't see it. I thought I was doing really well, and I was really trying. It's like sometimes he wants to be clingy, and he'll wrap his arms around me and then the next minute he wants space. I never know what to do or expect, and I really do try to be an awesome girlfreind, and I think I am. That night we fought, I cried myself to sleep, I kept thinking, What did I do to deserve this? NOthing! I just don't know what to do anymore. So we decided to take a couple days off, maybe we were just around each other too much. He thought I was being clingy and I thought he was being detached lol. So this happened thursday night I believe, and Saturday night we had plans to go to a concert, which we were still going to go to, until Will's dad decided to get us a room in Cocoa Beach. So, of course, we wen't to Cocoa. Will's freinds Sean and Alex came along too, which helped break the tension a bit. It was still awkward though, and its like Will make a complete 180. It was like nothing was wrong anymore, which was great and all, but I really think I deserve an explanation or an apology or something. Hopefully when I see him today we can talk about it a little bit. So yea, I'm going to go get ready for today, I'll write more later. Boys Suck!