Relationship Update

So the way things are going with Will, we may not be going out much longer. The problem is that he doesn't treat me like a girlfriend, he treats me like a friend with benefits. That is not what I'm looking for right now in my life. I am a damn good girlfriend and I deserve to be treated like one. It's like there's no more romance in the relationship, no more chemistry. He rarely ever does anything sweet or thoughtful. He's made empty promises from months ago that he has yet to fulfill. Not to mention, because he doesn't want someone who's clingy, I have to change who I am, and be somebody else 24/7. That's not fair to me either. I want to be with someone who loves me for me. Lately, half the time, I'm happy in the relationship. He's taken me bowling twice, which was nice, like a little date, but other than that, we don't do anything. Plus he's never there for me. It's like we only hang out or talk on the phone when he wants to. What I want means nothing, because I have to be somebody else. It's depressing, all the time. I talked to his best freind Meagan and apparently when he went out with this girl Renee a while back he did all those sweet things. He was an awesome boyfreind. Meagan told me that Renee ruined it for him because she didn't appreciate any of it and was a bitch or something like that. Thing is, that was a long time ago, get over it. I need that in a relationship. He's not even trying anymore. So if things don't change and I mean soon, then I'm going to have to end this relationship. I love him to death, but I'll get over it. I know I can find a guy just as good as Will who will actually appreciate and love me for who I am.